Wondering why...???

whenever u say goodbye
i never give u the same reply...
waited for u to come
and say honey its a lie..
how could i leave u my love
i ll stay forever until i die...

But that night when u r about to fly
u barely speak a word not even try
u looked every where apart from my eye
my heart filled with pain and is about to cry
i stood up in anger and said goodbye
U simply nodded ur head in reply...
waited in front of ur house wondering why
couldn't help myself but simply cry...

Since that night months had slip by
U haven't called me even barely reply
i ask u the reason behind ur do by
u said u r busy and want me to comply
Honey is that true or just like ur previous lie
we dont talk much now time simply fly
nights became sleepless wondering why...
i m standing here alone wondering why...
i m standing here alone wondering why...!!!

I wish i knew why she left...what her reasons were...why she changed her mind...
For all those days i have turned it over in my head all the possibilities...yet none of them makes any sense...
And then i think  perhaps it was because she never loved me...but that makes the least sense of all...