Friday, July 4, 2014

Surreal to be dream...


Kal ke raat kuch ajeeb thi, ajeeb aysi ke ek jaane peehcahne se ajnabi se phir mulaaqaat hui. wo bolta raha ho may sunta raha, or bus yuhi raat kab shubha me tabdeel ho gayi pata he nahi chal. May hamesha ke tarah raat ke khamoshi me sukun ko talaash raha tha. Achanaak ek awaaj saanaate ko cheerate hue mere kareeb aayi.
Bahut Dino se tumhe dekha nahi yaha...suna tha ke kisi ke par nikaal aaye hai bahut dur ke udhaane udha raha ha aajkal wo shaqs. phir ye kya, tum yaha kya kar rahe ho ?
Taaq gaye ho ya phir bore ho gaye ho...Ya ab maza nahi raha udhane me...Baat kya hai...?
Dekh raha hu jishe kis pinjare me rehane ke aadat na thi, jisne bade bade pinjare yuhi chod diye aaj wo shaqs is chote se thang se pinjare me pada hua hai...Kiyo har gaaye itni zaldi...?

Ek he bar me sarre sawal kar logaye kya...Ye sawal hai ya taunt mar rahe ho mujhe...Wase tum batao tum aaj yaha ka rasta kasie bhul gaye...or kya dekhne aaye ho yaha.?
may tho hamesha se yehi tha roj yehi se guzaarta tha. tumhe dekhta tha or chala jata tha. tumhi kahi busy thi. Naye dost jo bana liye thi tumne.
Par dekh raha hu aaj tho yaha koi nazaar nahi aa raha. Tum akale ho, Kaha gaye tumhe saare dost jinke hone se tumhe meri mojuzadgi ka ehsaas nahi hota tha.
koi nahi hai mera. May akela aaya tha, akele he chala jaunga. tumhe kya...?
Ha mujhe kya. Suna tha Rishte wahi hote hai jo tumhare sath khaade ho jab koi dursara na ho, jab tumhe unki sabse zada jarurat ho.. Wase pata nahi tumse kya rishta hai mera, kiyo may tumse baat karta hu. kiyo may tumhare bare me sochta hu.?
Or ye kiyo sochta hu ke tum badaal gaye ho...?
Tumne chand ko dekha, nahi dekha tho dekho abhi, Tumhari Aakhnoo se riste lahu ke ek ek katre ko ushe aapne upper ood liya hai...Maano chand chand nahi ek lahu ka goola ho. tumne Sitaro ko dekha kab se muntazir hai tumhare ek ishare ke liye. Ek kab tum dil se kuch maango or wo ushe pura karne ke liye khud ko faana kar de. Tumne hawa ko suna hai, jo kabhi maad mast naacha karti thi tumhari nazaaro se aaj wo naachna bhul gayi hai.
Nahi dekh raha hai tho dekho, ish tang pinjare se bahar tumhare chahane wale kis tarah haataash hai.
Mehsus karo ke Dil sirf dil nahi jo bus dhaanakhna jaanta hai. Suno wo kya kaha raha hai tumse. Wo bhi tumse yehi bol raha hai ke Wapas aa jao jaha sab tumse pyar karte hai. Jaha Sapaane bhi haqqikat ke tarah lagte hai. Wahi karo jo tum hamesha se karte aaye ho dilo ko jeetna.
Zindagi me aksaar hum rashte bhaatak jaate hai, par bhaatakne par roone se kuch nahi hota, ye jo galaat rashta hai ishe bhi aapni mehek se bar do, ke yaha se guzaare wala har shaqs ke Zubaan par tumhara naam ho or Dil me ye ehsaas ke Jeena ishi ka naam hai.

Phir kya Zindagi bhi lad padegi tumhare liye maut se...Chinne ke le aayigi tumhe wapas aapne pass.

Kiyo mazak kar rahe ho mujhe se. May kuch bhi nahi...May kuch nahi kar shakta. May sirf...

tum sirf Khush ho, Tum Khush the, or khush he rahe wale ho. Chahe kuch bhi ho jaaye, chahe koi bhi aa jaaye tum tum he rahoge.
Tumhari fitraat he kuch aysi hai ke Tum badaal nahi shakte. Tho kiyo lage ho khud ko badaalne me,kiyo lad rahe ho khud se... Arre baqsha do yaar khud ko, kitna hurt karoge khud ko,aare ye befeeqari, besabar paan, deewaanigi Inse lakh chaho par tum peecha nahi chuda shakte. Tho bus phaank failaao or Udho jaao thod do ye pinjara ye bandish Dil ko azaad karo ko sarre bandaana se.

par aysa kaise hoga...?

Kaise hoga yaar ye tho bahut phale ho chuka hai bus ab mehsus karo aakhnee band karo or suno...?

And when i open my eyes sun rays touching my face. I thought it was a dream But it felt like Surreal...and who is that stranger...I know him Raato ka Raja tha wo...U always bring mirror with urself and show that to me...Miss u buddy really...

Haqqikat or sapaane me bus farq hota hai "Hone ka"...Jo hota hai par dekhta nahi wahi haqqikat hai...

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