A smile happens in a flash, but its fragrance can last a life time in our memory and whenever we recall that smile his fragrance still blossom our days.
5 am...!
Half awake...!!
Minor headache, body feels tired and sleepy...!!!
But still didnt sleep maybe something is bothering or may be someone...?
Yups its something of that someone from last morning.
Yesterday night i m reading a novel "love story" its a Romantic friction. Its very much appreciated and interesting too. While reading it, I didnt remember the time. Just going with the flow. But while at its last chapter, i heard some sound...Its disturbing...
Tick tock tick tock tick tock...!!!
Sound of my watch, i saw the time. Time is running at its constant speed or maybe more...
Though it is their before i start the novel but that time i didnt heard anything. How come i heard it now. Maybe caz its morning every thing is so quite. But I can hear it clearly something mysterious on that sound. May be i m feeling sleepy that why my mind thinks this way. So i start reading again...Again heard something i looked towards my watch but this time its not that; its something else...It is happening fast, sounds like heart beat...i looked all over my room no one is there then i checked my own...Its mine...! beating very fasts, now i heard mine breathe also its too happening fast, i frighten and feeling thirsty dont know what is happening to me. I went to the Kitchen drink lots of water and came back on my bed. Rested for a while After i regain calmness start thinking about what is happening to me. May be i m too tired and sleepy that's why. But still have a doubt bcaz it never happens before...Whatever i kept unfinished Novel on the table with the bookmark switch off the light, closed my eyes, dropped all the thoughts in the dustbin and went to sleep...
Few Minutes later same mysterious sound popping into my ears this time its melodic, the combination of Tick tock tick, heart beat , along with my breathe. Its sounds Beautiful like some composition of Nushaad sahab, Never heard that before but its their. May be i m busy somewhere else so that i cant hear it...This time i m enjoy it, now it sounds familiar and i m flowing with it...But then i realize that it has some sweet fragrance in it also. Its smells like, when i m out in rainy days roaming near forest the earthly smell with some flower; what is it...??? Ah ! Raat Rani...
Raat Rani...!!!
How come i smell Raat Rani here in my room. There is no plant nearby my building, didnt have any perfume then where the hell it is coming from... In Shocked and surprised i didnt sleep now. Switch on the light went on searching for that Fragrance. But couldnt find it.
Even now that mysterious melodic sound is gone so as that sweet fragrance. Now i can stop my mind...Lots of thoughts making noise in my mind. So i decided to went out for cigarette and chai. Looked the time its 5.30. Start dressing up, Collect my wallet and bike keys went down.
open the door and went out near my bike its cold out here and when i saw up on the sky i couldnot see anything its to foggy that morning rarely happen here. Even i could not see the street light. But its beautiful. Starts my bike and went towards Kaka the famous chai wala he is the only one open at this time. he always open early. When i m driving same thoughts going in my mind again and again how come i smell Raat rani...
Anyways i reached kaka's chai outlet. For the first time in my life i didnt see anyone in this outlet. I asked "kaka abhi aaye ho kya" he replied hanji aaj thand kuch zada thi maan he nahi kar raha tha razaii se bahar nikalne ka... Aap aaj yaha kaise itni shubha shubha...???
Bus Ji ayse he neend zaldi khul gayi tho socha chai pee lu. Ek special kating dena cigarette ke sath...
Hanji bus abhi lo...
I m still thinking about Raat Rani and that incident. Its something mysterious and magic in it...May be i m reading novel so its my mind's trick. Or it happens, Bcaz sound is real but that fragrance is too real, may be not...Holy fish...!!!
Aapki Speacial kating chai cigarette ke sath...
Light the cigarette take a long puff then start drinking chai along with it. While drinking chai again saw the sky, sun is covered with cloud and fog that why his light didnt reached that much but still it is brighten enough. City looks calm and silent in this morning even birds are still asleep. No one around here expect me and kaka...Its Blissful.. Enjoying the morning and forget about everything that happens to me right away.
Suddenly with a flash of a light i heard someone's childish laughter. Sound so fresh and sweet that i m attracted towards it scent... Coming from the front buildings balcony i looked up and saw a glimpse of a girl. She is playing with a butterfly. She looked old for this childish laughter may be she is on its twenties...Playing with butterfly when ever butterfly sits somewhere she blow her and laugh. She does that again and again, while doing this she enjoys every bit of that moment.
While watching her doing this i too enjoyed it donno why...likewise i m also doing that stupid thing with her. I think that butterfly is also enjoying too thats why she is still with her...But after sometimes that butterfly flew far away from her and while that butterfly is flying away, her eyes seemed indifferent and toxin. Her face become depressed and sad. She stand alone waiting for her looking into the deep and open sky. While she is waiting for that butterfly i constantly watching her face it is filled with trust, eyes having all the hope of this world. Some time later that butterfly came back and set on her. And now her face look pleasant and blessed. But she again blow that butterfly and laugh...And that butterfly flew away...But this time she smile while that butterfly is going...And that smile is fetching. She looks blissful now... Now i m confused...Very much confused... first she is happy while playing with her, secondly she is sad when she flew away and again she is happy...I didnt get that...I need another cigarette...I went toward kaka's...And asked him for cigarette But when i came back...
Sky is uncovered, fog is no more its clear and sunlight is purge. Now people are coming out from houses, bikes and cars went on road. Now i m no more alone watching that pretty girl playing with butterfly.
Holy fish...!!! Is that a dreaming...?
Really their is no one in the balcony. I think i m going mad...My mind didnt work now heart is beating too fast and breathe is uncontrollable...This night become sacred thing to me...All incident coming in my mind like some story...Its seems like story to me...
Few hours before i smell the fragrance of Raat Rani in my room and now.
Raat Rani...!!!
a voice came from behind...
Ji Samane wale ghar me Raat Rani ka Ped hai...Ushe ki khushboo aati rehti hai....
My Mind just blow out...
Accha kaka yaha samane wali building me kaun kaun rehta hai...???
Sahab ek family hai jisme 3 log hai Pati Patni or unki bacchi...
Accha kya...Bacchi ke umar kya hogi...
pata nahi sahab shyaad 19-20 sal ke hogi college jate dekha hai mayne...
Hmmm...
Aap kiyo puch rahe ho ye sab...???
Kuch nahi bus Raat rani ka ped dekha na isliye...!!!
I m not dreaming everything happen today is real. Real as life...Real as water and sun everything...I m not mad...Started my bike and went back to Home...and thinking all this who is she....What is her name...How could i smell Raat Rani in my room...How could its possible that she had a Raat Rani plant in her house...Why i saw that pretty girl their today...why not before...Why i m happy watching her playing...Lots of Question going in my Mind...Reached home went to my room and fall into my bed and thinking about that smile, Her smile is magical and mysterious in the last that make me fall alseep...
That what happens to me Yesterday morning...And that's why i didnt sleep today...And i didnt dare to complete that novel...One of my friend told me that everyone has to have one love story in his bookshelf...So i bought that...
Now Suggest me What i ll do...i didnt sleep at all...:(
5 am...!
Half awake...!!
Minor headache, body feels tired and sleepy...!!!
But still didnt sleep maybe something is bothering or may be someone...?
Yups its something of that someone from last morning.
Yesterday night i m reading a novel "love story" its a Romantic friction. Its very much appreciated and interesting too. While reading it, I didnt remember the time. Just going with the flow. But while at its last chapter, i heard some sound...Its disturbing...
Tick tock tick tock tick tock...!!!
Sound of my watch, i saw the time. Time is running at its constant speed or maybe more...
Though it is their before i start the novel but that time i didnt heard anything. How come i heard it now. Maybe caz its morning every thing is so quite. But I can hear it clearly something mysterious on that sound. May be i m feeling sleepy that why my mind thinks this way. So i start reading again...Again heard something i looked towards my watch but this time its not that; its something else...It is happening fast, sounds like heart beat...i looked all over my room no one is there then i checked my own...Its mine...! beating very fasts, now i heard mine breathe also its too happening fast, i frighten and feeling thirsty dont know what is happening to me. I went to the Kitchen drink lots of water and came back on my bed. Rested for a while After i regain calmness start thinking about what is happening to me. May be i m too tired and sleepy that's why. But still have a doubt bcaz it never happens before...Whatever i kept unfinished Novel on the table with the bookmark switch off the light, closed my eyes, dropped all the thoughts in the dustbin and went to sleep...
Few Minutes later same mysterious sound popping into my ears this time its melodic, the combination of Tick tock tick, heart beat , along with my breathe. Its sounds Beautiful like some composition of Nushaad sahab, Never heard that before but its their. May be i m busy somewhere else so that i cant hear it...This time i m enjoy it, now it sounds familiar and i m flowing with it...But then i realize that it has some sweet fragrance in it also. Its smells like, when i m out in rainy days roaming near forest the earthly smell with some flower; what is it...??? Ah ! Raat Rani...
Raat Rani...!!!
How come i smell Raat Rani here in my room. There is no plant nearby my building, didnt have any perfume then where the hell it is coming from... In Shocked and surprised i didnt sleep now. Switch on the light went on searching for that Fragrance. But couldnt find it.
Even now that mysterious melodic sound is gone so as that sweet fragrance. Now i can stop my mind...Lots of thoughts making noise in my mind. So i decided to went out for cigarette and chai. Looked the time its 5.30. Start dressing up, Collect my wallet and bike keys went down.
open the door and went out near my bike its cold out here and when i saw up on the sky i couldnot see anything its to foggy that morning rarely happen here. Even i could not see the street light. But its beautiful. Starts my bike and went towards Kaka the famous chai wala he is the only one open at this time. he always open early. When i m driving same thoughts going in my mind again and again how come i smell Raat rani...
Anyways i reached kaka's chai outlet. For the first time in my life i didnt see anyone in this outlet. I asked "kaka abhi aaye ho kya" he replied hanji aaj thand kuch zada thi maan he nahi kar raha tha razaii se bahar nikalne ka... Aap aaj yaha kaise itni shubha shubha...???
Bus Ji ayse he neend zaldi khul gayi tho socha chai pee lu. Ek special kating dena cigarette ke sath...
Hanji bus abhi lo...
I m still thinking about Raat Rani and that incident. Its something mysterious and magic in it...May be i m reading novel so its my mind's trick. Or it happens, Bcaz sound is real but that fragrance is too real, may be not...Holy fish...!!!
Aapki Speacial kating chai cigarette ke sath...
Light the cigarette take a long puff then start drinking chai along with it. While drinking chai again saw the sky, sun is covered with cloud and fog that why his light didnt reached that much but still it is brighten enough. City looks calm and silent in this morning even birds are still asleep. No one around here expect me and kaka...Its Blissful.. Enjoying the morning and forget about everything that happens to me right away.
Suddenly with a flash of a light i heard someone's childish laughter. Sound so fresh and sweet that i m attracted towards it scent... Coming from the front buildings balcony i looked up and saw a glimpse of a girl. She is playing with a butterfly. She looked old for this childish laughter may be she is on its twenties...Playing with butterfly when ever butterfly sits somewhere she blow her and laugh. She does that again and again, while doing this she enjoys every bit of that moment.
While watching her doing this i too enjoyed it donno why...likewise i m also doing that stupid thing with her. I think that butterfly is also enjoying too thats why she is still with her...But after sometimes that butterfly flew far away from her and while that butterfly is flying away, her eyes seemed indifferent and toxin. Her face become depressed and sad. She stand alone waiting for her looking into the deep and open sky. While she is waiting for that butterfly i constantly watching her face it is filled with trust, eyes having all the hope of this world. Some time later that butterfly came back and set on her. And now her face look pleasant and blessed. But she again blow that butterfly and laugh...And that butterfly flew away...But this time she smile while that butterfly is going...And that smile is fetching. She looks blissful now... Now i m confused...Very much confused... first she is happy while playing with her, secondly she is sad when she flew away and again she is happy...I didnt get that...I need another cigarette...I went toward kaka's...And asked him for cigarette But when i came back...
Sky is uncovered, fog is no more its clear and sunlight is purge. Now people are coming out from houses, bikes and cars went on road. Now i m no more alone watching that pretty girl playing with butterfly.
Holy fish...!!! Is that a dreaming...?
Really their is no one in the balcony. I think i m going mad...My mind didnt work now heart is beating too fast and breathe is uncontrollable...This night become sacred thing to me...All incident coming in my mind like some story...Its seems like story to me...
Few hours before i smell the fragrance of Raat Rani in my room and now.
Raat Rani...!!!
a voice came from behind...
Ji Samane wale ghar me Raat Rani ka Ped hai...Ushe ki khushboo aati rehti hai....
My Mind just blow out...
Accha kaka yaha samane wali building me kaun kaun rehta hai...???
Sahab ek family hai jisme 3 log hai Pati Patni or unki bacchi...
Accha kya...Bacchi ke umar kya hogi...
pata nahi sahab shyaad 19-20 sal ke hogi college jate dekha hai mayne...
Hmmm...
Aap kiyo puch rahe ho ye sab...???
Kuch nahi bus Raat rani ka ped dekha na isliye...!!!
I m not dreaming everything happen today is real. Real as life...Real as water and sun everything...I m not mad...Started my bike and went back to Home...and thinking all this who is she....What is her name...How could i smell Raat Rani in my room...How could its possible that she had a Raat Rani plant in her house...Why i saw that pretty girl their today...why not before...Why i m happy watching her playing...Lots of Question going in my Mind...Reached home went to my room and fall into my bed and thinking about that smile, Her smile is magical and mysterious in the last that make me fall alseep...
That what happens to me Yesterday morning...And that's why i didnt sleep today...And i didnt dare to complete that novel...One of my friend told me that everyone has to have one love story in his bookshelf...So i bought that...
Now Suggest me What i ll do...i didnt sleep at all...:(
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