With an arrow thru my heart, cupid killed me

With a heartless soul, me, i will never be
All the drama, all the pain
All the love i gave, all in vain
A thought so beautiful, so pure
& all i wanted was some more
Tonight love died a gruesome death
Cupid had lost his many a bet
It left me standing all alone
And body, heart and soul, all in a moan
If this is love, keep me away from it
Coz its killing me from inside bit by bit
Its taken my life and my peace
Love is a big big disease

& the other side of the story: as told my a friend

A disease maybe - but with better effects
enjoy love despite it's occassional defects... Read More
the pain maybe too much today
hey, it'll still be too much tomorrow ;)
and for a while it is hard to handle
until yer last breath when u drown in sorrow
and then u change, u wisen, u grow,
and the strength through the pain begins to show
Love u will again, loved u shall be
Love yourself first - that is the key ;)

Pain pain everywhere...!!!

The most beautiful things in this world r unseen by the naked eyes its only felt by the heart.
Read this line sum where And i think that true...

One fine day i went to the hospital to meet my friend she was a doctor there.
While waiting for her i just rooming round the hospital.There i saw a lady in pain.I thought she was on her labor.she is going to give birth to a child.I m thinking about pain, how could she bear all this.She was alone their taking all this pain for sum1 to give the life, she was taking all this.I couldn't see all that i just went their and asked her how r feeling?why r u doing all this to u?why r u taking all this pain?

She looked at me and thinking such an idiot asking stupid question who r u?why r u asking such questions to me?.

She didn't replied me just an expression and then a smile.

what an smile she give me i couldn't see that kinda a smile in my whole life.That was beautiful.I don't have words to explain.I couldn't believe her she was in pain and smiling.how could any1 smile on that kinda pain.

Is that something beautiful ? How could she give me such a beautiful smile.How could she?
I m thinking and thinking all the day.

Is she loving all that? Is pain beautiful?

Suddenly a voice came within from me.giving the answer YES she was loving all this.YES pain is beautiful.

Pain is the most beautiful thing in this world.You cant see that, u can only feel the pain.she was feeling it.she was in heaven when she feels that pain.she was feeling like a god at that time.when the first voice of crying baby poke out on her ears, tears came out from her eyes.That was not just tears that was happiness which was coming out from her eye.

But why r we so afraid of it. why we always avoid pain.

Pain pain everywhere,
I can feel that,

don't see that as a pain,
pain get hurts when u see that as a pain.

pain is beautiful,
some times pain is sweet
some time pain is better,
some time pain is happiness,
some time pain is in tears.
some times pain is in love,
some times pain is in friendship.

happiness change, time change,relation change,even the taste change,
but pain is always pain ,
it remain the same,
see its beauty,feel its taste
u cant avoid the pain.

Pain pain every where,
feel it taste it...
see the beauty of pain...

Toote Hue Khawabon Mein Haqiqat Dhundta Hoon,
Pathar Ke Dilon Mein Mohabbat Dhundta Hoon.

Naadan Hoon Mein Abb Tak Yeh Bhi Nahin Samjha,
Bejaan Buton Mein Ibaadat Dhundta Hoon.

Mere Jazbaaton Ki Keemat Yahan Kuch Bhi Nahin,
Beimaani Ke Baazaron Mein Sharafat Dhundta Hoon.

Is Ajnabi Dunia Mein Koi Bhi Apna Nahin.
Gairon Ki Aankhon Mein Apni Surat Dhundta Hoon.

Umeed Ki Thi Pyar Ki Bas Yehi Bhool Thi Meri "Khush",
Girte Hue Ashkon Mein Apni Hasrat Dhundta Hoon...

Woh jis main tum ne pocha hayk ab halaat kaisa hain?
mare din raat kaisay hain?
meherbani tumhari hai.....
k tum ne is tar-ha mare halaat pochay hainmare din raat pochay hain
tumhain sab kuch bta doonga
mujhe itna bata do k ,
kabhi saager kinare per kisi machli ko dekha hay?
k jis ko lehrain pani k kinare tak to laati hain
magar phir chor jati hain
meri halaat aise hain !
mere din raat aise hain...!

Rat tanha, dil mayus, yaad kuch dundali se,
sanate me gunjati wo khamoshi kuch apni se...

tanhai me andheri rat kuch roshan se,
dil ko jalati wo aag kuch apni se...

bewajah mayus dil kuch shahama sa,
aankhoo se rishta wo lahu kuch apna sa...

khayaloo me gumati yaade kuch dundali se,
bete lahmo ko tatolate wo jazbat kuch apne se...

Rat tanha, dil mayus, yaad kuch dundali se,
sanate me gunjati wo khamoshi kuch apni se...

Har ek narm kiran iytar me nahai se hai,
ye dup uske dupate se chan kar ayi hai...

Jaha jaha gire hai mere assu kagaj par,
waha waha teri tasver ubar kar ayi hai...

Aur mere zakham zamane ko zindgi denge"khush",
ke humne uski mohobat me chot kahayi hai...

Hosh me tha laykin ye mohobat hogi kayse,
zaher udasi ka in rago me utar gaya kayse...

Ushe bhule tho barsho ho gaye hai par,
kal uske ghar may pucha gaya kayse...

Jane kissi rehebar ke reharmatoo ka ashar hai "khush",
kal tha nashe me ghar apne may pucha gaya kayse....